In the second part, titled "Imperfection," she discusses the meaning behind the visual album and explains the emphasis on trophies as a leitmotif:

The reality is, sometimes you lose, and you're never too good to lose, you're never too big to lose, you're never too smart to lose. It happens... My message behind this album was finding the beauty in imperfection. I have this image of this trophy and me accepting these awards and kind of training myself to be this champion. And at the end of the day when you go through all of these things, is it worth it? When you get this trophy, and you're like, 'I basically starved, I have neglected all of the people I love, I've conformed to what everyone else thinks of me, and I have that trophy. What does that mean?'

She adds that she was "was scrolling through videos of feminism on Youtube," as one does, "and I ran across this video of this incredible Nigerian author, Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie. Everything she said is exactly how I feel." She goes on:

The trophy represents all of the sacrifices I've made as a kid, all of the time that I've lost being on the road, in the studios, as a child. I just want to blow that shit up. I have a lot of awards, and I have a lot of these things, and they're amazing. I worked my ass off — I worked harder than probably everybody I know — to get those things. But nothing feels better than hearing my child say, 'Mommy!' Nothing feels like when I look my husband in the eye. Nothing feels like when I'm respected, when I get on the stage and I feel like I'm changing people's lives. Those are the things that matter, and that's what I'm striving for at this point in my life: growth, love, happiness, fun. Enjoy your life; it's short.

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Is anyone else crying? Okay; good, just checking. [E!]

Aaannd, while we are on the subject of trophies, Bey has become the first woman ever to hit No. 1 with her first five studio albums. [Billboard]

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Pippa Middleton is engaged to her boyfriend Nico Jackson! He proposed to her during a romantic trip to India earlier this month, and everyone is very happy. Let us take this opportune moment to joke about how she has experience wearing white to a wedding. Okay, now that that's out of the way — congratulations to them! [Us]

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Your boyfriend Ryan Gosling and your boyfriend Ryan Gosling's girlfriend Eva Mendes are reportedly taking a break in order to "reevaluate their relationship." According to a source, "there was a realization before Thanksgiving that they took things way too fast and were rushing toward a marriage that neither of them particularly needed." Um, what? What does that even mean? "Hey, Eva, I found this looming nuptial lying around the house — do you still need it, or...?" "Nah, Ryan, just toss it away like so much refuse." [Radar]

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