Why Did Racked Delete an Essay About Asian Style Bloggers and Their 'Racial Ambivalence'?
LatestOn Wednesday morning, Racked published an article by Lisa Wong Macabasco about the prominence of Asian style bloggers and the purported lack of prominence of their race.
“Wait,” you might be wondering. “How can an Asian style blogger who posts photos of his or her Asian face all the time somehow not be prominent enough about their race, which they are automatically representing simply by dint of being alive and photographing themselves constantly for a very large audience?”
The answer, I thought, reading the piece, sits somewhere between truth and projection—and probably closer to the latter than the first. But no one would’ve had much time to think about it, because just an hour later, Racked had deleted the story (and the tweets associated), replacing it with a terse note.
The story is still cached, and I revisited it this morning. Macabasco gives plenty of background for her conclusion before she gets to it. She writes about the relatively swift transition between 2000, when the association between Asian people and fashion was limited to sweatshop protests and offensive Abercrombie tees, and the 2007-2010 period, when Derek Lam, Phillip Lim, and Thakoon Panichgul rose to prominence, along with fashion bloggers like Susie Bubble and Rumi Neely.
The change was a welcome one to Macabasco, she writes, though it also came with an early piece of identity-politics discomfort:
I have a tiny bit of history with [Susie Bubble]. I interviewed her for Audrey, a now-defunct Asian American women’s magazine, in 2007. I had pitched a story in which I would get her thoughts on race and fashion, but when I got in touch with her through email, she admitted to being uncomfortable with the idea of analyzing what she did from an Asian perspective. “I don’t really label myself as this ‘Chinese’ blogger,” she told me. “I’m just a blogger who happens to be Chinese.”
Macabasco cites Minh-Ha T. Pham, a media studies professor at Pratt, who points out that Susie Bubble sometimes obscures her features in her photos and in 2011 once wrote that she wouldn’t wear chinoiserie. All of this amounts to what Macabasco calls “racial distancing and ambivalence.”
Well, not so fast, shall we? The stuff about face-obscuring and style choices aside—it seems to me that two main tenets of style blogging are posing oddly and aiming for aesthetic unexpectedness—Susie Bubble was born in the UK. She is ethnically Chinese. She does not “really” consider herself to be a “Chinese blogger,” presumably because she doesn’t blog extensively about race or the country where her parents came from. Is this bad? Is it “racial distancing”? Does Susie Bubble have the automatic obligation to blog about race—a task that is, like fashion blogging, intriguing to amateurs but quite difficult to actually do well—just because she’s Chinese?
Let’s swerve to another example, one I can speak on with authority, which is me. I am ethnically Filipina, born in Canada and raised in Texas, within an all-white community that I would not have chosen for myself but was fated for anyway, by parents who spoke almost exclusively English at home. If someone emailed me asking to “analyze what I did from an Asian perspective,” and I said “I don’t really label myself as this Asian blogger,” would I be distancing myself from my background or accurately representing the role that my Asian background has played in my life?
I’d probably word my reply differently, but “I don’t really label myself as this Asian blogger” is in spirit fairly close to what I would say—even though my critical consciousness has been shaped by a deep personal understanding of white supremacy, and even though I write about race from a minority perspective all the goddamn time.