On Falling Out of Love with Björk
EntertainmentI believe that Björk’s ninth adult solo album Utopia is the execution of a singular vision, and I am happy for her achievement. I admire her finished product from a remove, like a perfect-looking couple whose bed I will never share or a glorious penthouse spread across the pages of Architectural Digest, whose doors I will never enter. There are many terrible things in this world and Björk certainly is not one of them.
But, oh, how she vexes me. If life is a series of disappointments, mine has been punctuated by the following string of events since 2004’s Medúlla: I wait years for a new Björk album, she releases it, it does very little for me, I think, “God, now I have to wait years before I have the chance to fall in love with new Björk music, as I once did,” I wait those years, I’m disappointed again, etc. And yet I hold out hope, and am reintroduced to the lesson life keeps trying to teach me but that never seems to stick: Optimism has a funny way of keeping you down.
There’s a fine line between hope and delusion. I can clearly recognize that the Björk of today is not the Björk I fell in love with in the early ‘90s. Her music has gone from sonically ready-to-wear future-pop to listening music that’s more akin to haute couture. I don it once, it goes back on the shelf, I sit and wait. Her increasingly fussy output, often as elaborately devised and referred to by Björk with the same kind of breathless enthusiasm with which she’s always discussed her work, is often admirable, but in my experience, rarely pleasurable.
As is often in the case with past love, I find it hard to be entirely fair here. I have less patience for Björk’s indulgences than those of others. I’m obsessed with abstract music at the moment. My favorite album of the year is virtually formless, an ambient album called Avifaunal by a duo from the UK called Pausal. That album hits me like a surprise every time I listen to it; I’ve still yet to make out exactly what I’m hearing. I do think I hold Björk’s past greatness against her—when someone creates previously inconceivable sounds that yet convey the kind of simple sense of pop music, it’s hard not to get addicted to that and want it to never stop. But it has stopped.
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