Lauren London Says 'You've Been My Turn-Up and My Church' in Eulogy for Nipsey Hussle

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On Thursday, in a public Celebration of Life service at the Staples Center in Los Angeles for Nipsey Hussle, family members did the difficult work of honoring the rapper’s life with memories in the form of old photos, home video footage, and eulogies. Nipsey (real name Ermias Asghedom) was shot and killed on March 31 in front of his store in New Hyde Park. His suspected shooter Eric Holder was charged and plead not guilty to the murder.


During a live-streamed service, Nipsey’s children stood on stage with his fiancé, actor Lauren London. Cameron Carter, London’s son with Lil Wayne, talked about a dream he had where he says he was in “a paradise” and Nipsey told him what heaven is like. Nipsey’s mom, Angelique Smith, displayed an unfathomable level of composure and talked about being at peace.

In her eulogy, Lauren London recited a text she sent to Nipsey on January 21, 2019, while he was sleeping next to her. “I want you to know I feel real joy in my heart when I’m around you. I feel safe around you. Protected. Like a shield over me when you’re around,” she said. “I’m totally myself when I’m with you, which is probably annoying because I don’t wear my cool mask anymore. You’ve made me into more of a woman. You’ve given me the opportunities to really love a man.”

She added, “I’ve learned so much about myself with you. You’ve been my turn-up and my church.” And, “When we are at odds, I feel defeated and sad, knowing that we are so much better than that. I just want you know that you’ve been the greatest boyfriend to me. You weren’t perfect, but I would never ask you to be. You and I work. We fit. And you’re the coolest guy in the world. Still.”

These type of live-streamed funeral services for public figures have obviously become a norm, but Nipsey’s may be the first of this magnitude for a hip-hop artist in the era of streaming and public grief. Both Barack Obama and Jay-Z offered written messages for the service.

Culture Editor, Jezebel


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Watched the first two hours before I had to leave to get to an appointment. Absolutely wept when his son spoke of hanging out with his dad in a dream in paradise, two days after he passed. I believe this. After my dad died, I had a dream that the two of us were at an amusement park together (which made sense. My folks were divorced and we spent many a summer going to amusement parks, beaches, road trips, etc). In my dream I know that we only have a brief time together, I seem to realize that this time we were granted together was a gift. I’m not religious, but I am spiritual. I have had those who have passed occasionally visit me in dreams. My mind always knows instinctively to accept and enjoy.

Love to the family and friends of this extraordinary young man. 33 is too young by far!