Bringing it back to the personal as I'm want to do (I have some self esteem issues). I've been trying to work out my feelings about PSH's death. I know It's sad but I can't feel sad. I didn't really know him, I feel sympathy for his family but I don't feel personally saddened by it, unlike some friend's who seem to have taken it very deeply. I actually felt angry because I didn't feel bad enough. I've lost a friend recently though and there's a lot of stuff going on that I can't even bear (governments ruining national heritage sites)
My well of sadness is only so big and I can't let the wall break for everything. Am I a monster for not having the feelings left for this??